biaoooooooo

oh hell


i'm the one again
i'm the one who have all these problems
i'm the one who needs to call for help
i'm the one who cries and shouts over the phone
i'm the one who couldn't make it
i'm the one who is sarcastically-well-protected



biaooooooooooooooo


arhhhhhhh
i wanna go la
please don't stop me



arhhhhhhh
what crap is this
so sad during cny





an arhhhh girl

today

ok


we were allllll excited because today is friday
we were allllll looking forward to physics tuition
we were allllll expecting the laughter in hwrd's place
we were allllll going to tell him a story
we were allllll suppose to have fun and laugh over hwrd's stupid jokes
we were allllll going to eat nasi lemak
we were allllll going to learn something about physics (ok, this isn't the point)






but,
but...

this nasty hwrd canceled the tuition
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
shitttt
he broke our fragile heart
he didnt give us the chance to laugh
he spoilt our dream
he didnt know what was wrong
he disappoint us
we. hate. him ( for a minute or two)
nasty hwrd is really nasty



ok
fine .
we can have secret for tea
we needn't eat that nasilemakwhichmakesmewannafartallthetime



yan, chao yang, wei yang & i

we were struggling between secret recipe and mamak
卡路里的温床
两个都是卡路里
可是 secret 的卡路里 sofa 比较舒服



at last
we chose mamak
because, we didnt have enough money
as simple as that
lol

i posed this for so long. lol










i am always the one
just go without me
i'm not all alone
i just have to go home and do housework that roughen my hands
and just look blankly at the ceiling and wait for time to pass
and i would miss all the fun and jokes about the outings



haha
ok la
actually it isn't that bad
just dont change the plan and inconvenient everybody for me
we still have the whole year of time
just that......oh darn forget the bloody hell about it













arhhhhh
i hate to be the one waiting
i hate it when it doesnt ring
i wasnt expecting anything
wtf








an arhhhh girl

lohhhhhhh

我有少少开始喜欢我的位子了

上课上到闷的时候就跟秀菁讲废话

上课上到饿的时候就吃新年的饼干
我好像无时无刻都有东西吃
这个是跟青艳学的
haha


今天是那个每次上课都睡觉成绩却很geng的 Albert 的生日
那个秀菁一直叫我 wish 他
我拖了很久
最后放学的时候才很敷衍地讲


Happy Birthday, Albert


awww
Siew Ching makes me feel so guilty now


LOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
青艳 lan sok 他
haha


好
最近给我gap到一个很 leng zhai 的插班生
每天早上, 第一次下课, 第二次下课都去gap他
有点顶不顺自己
我决定以后没有必要都不要去他班了!!



我没有进错佛学会 =D
很多人进佛学会
我的很多人是真的指很多人
haha
卉忆后悔了




明天是星期五
又是物理补习 =D
我又很期待了





congratulations for scoring straight A's =D



an arhhhh girl

=D

yesterday was wednesday =D
i waited for this day for yeaarrrrsssss
my dear siew ching has come back
omg i miss her man =D
class had been really bored without her
haha


lam chee fung was supposed to teach Vic n i maths after school
but he has to go somewhere to give something to someone
so we ate the worst 鸡排饭 & 炒果条
ishhhhh
i will never ever buy anything from that stall again
and then, we took our own sweet time
so in the end, we didnt learn anything
aiyoooo
i expected him to teach me onnneeeeee question
sighhh


aDong told me something
arhhhhhh
heart-broken
goshhhhhhhhhhhh
讲一半不讲一半
弄到我一整天 sam si si



this Hueyyih called me at night
美亿, 物理补习可以换去星期四吗
harrrrrr 做么? 伟杨不可以啦
我要进化学学会, 星期五来的. 伟杨真的不可以啊?
他很忙咯..你进佛学会啦
不要!!名字很难听


so she called wei yang
and she called me
and i called wei yang
and i called her
and she called me

and these went on for more than an hour


不理智的HueyYih因为名字很难听所以不要进佛学会
aduiiii
给她气死
理智 arhhhh 卉忆!!!!





今天跟QingYan HueyYih aHeong 下课
买了东西那个 HueyYih 就跑去坐后面
我和 Yan两个跑去前面
gap不到我要gap的人
Yan: 我们去找HueyYih咯
我们就很鱼地吃到一半跑去找 HueyYih
and then 那个 Yan 一坐下来那个桌子就歪了
很明显不关我事啦
haha
更鱼的是她吃吃下就喷米粉出来
arhhh oh my gwadddd
哪里有人吃吃下喷米粉的
有,
我的朋友, 刘青艳
hahahha
fishy day for her





tomorrow is friday =D
physics tuition =D
how can i make time runs faster??
要去见那个 yong sui 的杨育豪了 xD







我
进
佛
学
会



戏剧啊? 明年啦 =D
还是跟朋友比较爽 =D








an arhhhh girl

is back

Stop & Stare

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
I'm gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, You don't need...

What you need, what you need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
And I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see






i was listening to this song while writing the sad post
awwwww



don't go !








when's Wednesday? when's Friday?
looking forward to physics tuition =D

Shelby's birthday

arhhhhhhhhhhhh



arhhhhhhhhhhhh





scream out loud, babe!!!





ok this is not a sad scream this is a happy scream!!!

I'm so happy today =D

early in the morning

I went to school as usual

once I sat down, I saw Chao Yang holding an extremely big card

I look at him with my eyes open wide and my jaws dropped

I was like omg, is this the big card Qing Yan was talking about?

because it's really big

anyone would be touched

even me, though I'm not the birthday girl

but I feel so proud to walk around with this card, with the big Happy Birthday in the front page

and I'm so glad that I was able to write my blessings on this card

we gave Shelby a goat which looks like pig or u can call it a pig which looks like goat

haha

and a water bottle, printing NO REGRET!

it suits her so much

1st recess

went to canteen with Qing Yan

same old days

we laughed and laughed over our silly jokes, silly imaginations

gosh I love that moment so much

class is as boring as usual, but no complaints today =D
all in my mind was Shelby is coming! Shelby is coming!


2nd recess
continue to write our big card in 4s(xiao)
ohmygod i always love 4s(xiao)
Kit Wai and Ming Hao always make ppl laugh their ass off
and Chao Yang, Victoria, Huey Yih, and everyone in 3 Ren
the familiar friends........
I was so happy =D
and ohhhhh
I saw Shelby =D =D =D
to be honest, she's prettier =D
and we wandered around the school
we talk and laugh and laugh and laugh


during the gotong-royong
i didnt help
i didnt clean an inch
ok i feel sooooooo guilty now
next time, I promise =D


today is the happiest day =D
I love today so much



Happy Birthday, Shelby

where's my lucky star?

Please forgive me for being so “ngam cham”
because, I really really extremely don’t like my class.
Chatted with Qing Yan about our days.
Our days in 3 Ren ( yeah I know the previous post is about 2 Xin and now it’s about 3 Ren xD) ,
the nights in Pangkor, the beautiful memories, the laughter, the relaxation, the craziness, the happiness, the atmosphere in class.

They were like ages ago, but they were so recent
I really miss those days, I miss them so deeply
I couldn't not talk, I couldn't not laugh, I couldn't not scream, I couldn't not gossip
because that's me
this is what I did for the past 3 years
and nobody is doing all these with me now
goshhhh
these is the worst part of my secondary school life
could someone just in 4S(Ren) cheer me up?
or go crazy with me?
or at least, laugh at my jokes?


awww
why i'm like a prisoner
i'm like a nerd who doesnt talk and lack of EQ and what u so call what-a-nerd-looks-like
goshhhh


actually
I am crazy
I can go wild
I can laugh and laugh for an hour
I have extremely high EQ
I am so friendly

can i just scream

i need a calculator but i dont have one. wtf

who the hell stole took and didnt want to but totally forgotten about it?
gosh i'm in science stream and i dont even have a bloody calculator!!

awww why cant she just gimme back. damn it!

still not very close with my new classmates
they are like so good in their studies and homework and they won't cheat in exams
i'm like, i do everything opposite of what they do



the guy sitting beside me -- Albert
he brought a stack of books, with colorful pages and drawings in every page
apparently they are 3 zhong's 班刊
i think 2 Xin's 班刊 is nicer *shhhhhhhh*


it makes me think of 2 Xin
2 Xin that went through so much with me
2 Xin that gave so much happy memories, memories that kept on filming in my mind
2 Xin that was so united
2 Xin that hate hippo so much
2 Xin that go everywhere in a group
2 Xin that i couldn't stop thinking of
2 Xin that allowed me to make so many best friends
2 Xin that couldn't be replaced

i miss 2 Xin so much




when can i show my true colours???
i wanna scream
i wanna laugh loudly
i wanna gossip
i wanna read Seventeen
i wanna sing in my class
i wanna comb my hair
i wanna sleep in my class
i want them







why the hell did the school arrange me to this class ???

random update

5/1/2009

一进到校门口
我是转右边的
因为
我是高中生 =)

食堂大楼看到的人都穿长裤比较顺眼
不用看到那些可恶的脚毛
aDong穿长裤帅上加帅
蓝志峰穿长裤后不用看到以前高高的裤子
铭豪和志远穿长裤好像高了

老师没有换位
因为我们已经高中了 =)

第一天有点闷
秀菁去duty了
留下我和彬欣...闷到
除了有闷到其他的都蛮顺利


6/1/2009

这天也是很闷
我在陌生的环境下EQ是很低的
要叫要喊要笑都没人陪
一直找Victoria


7/1/2009

第一天上课
那个屁股翘的屁股真的很翘
那个电脑老师一点都不像会电脑的
那个我隔壁的很厉害 那个三角学他什么都会

那个他在想什么? 又是很讨厌却很熟悉的陌生感 之前的亲切感去了哪里?
第一次召回
站在4S(xiao)开心很多
就算只是跟佩韵和青艳讲话都笑到肚子痛
不过他们的老师一直盯着我

今天跟hueyyih, aHeong, yiyi 一起下课
吃完后有个aunty来收碟
她就看着我们 好吃吗?
we said yes briefly
and then she looked at me
你是初一啊?
omg she was so mean
how could she??!!!!!!
awwwww
and my mean friends laughed so loud
ok..i'm short!!



2009年
我要进戏剧学会
发挥我的才华, my hidden talent xD