Monday, March 22, 2010

goodbye :)

我.
不甘愿 不忍心 不想要

because
you.
have no idea AT ALL!

no, am not frustrated. Wanna spill everything out to u, but that will be really weird. What happened last year was a lesson to me, an experience from a good friend of mine made me chicken out.

you gave me excitements, lessons and tears, in a way u never knew.

THANK YOU! am gonna leave my own life now (: without you? yeah, am trying

Saturday, March 6, 2010

nonono it was not fine

Guilt, guilts and more guilts.

I pretend that the guilt vanishes but it actually just hides in the dark corner of my heart. I can't breathe, I need air, I need a break. It's only the beginning of March but I already feel like dying. I tried, I tried not to make the same mistake, it still happened eventually. I couldn't prove my trustworthiness.

Point the finger here, guilty is charged.