太累太乱太害怕

前天失眠.我的心跳得非常超级快
昨天也失眠.自永聪后你是第一个我感觉到心跳的
听了4个小时的歌.或许我只能站在你后面
总结, 还是觉得周杰伦的歌比较好听.可是我贪心
我永远只能站在你后面吗?
今天上课很心不在焉.又想太多了
想了很多东西
想了很多逃避的方法.从她口中才得知
最后做了决定就跟隔壁小姐讲.实在太痛苦了
我决定不读高三了.太害怕现实
可是很迷惘.爱情不是所有人都玩得起的游戏

回家时想着要不要放弃
然后mp3就转到林峰的爱不疚.是注定的吗?
放手 放开所有
恩...连林峰都叫我放弃啊..haha


越来越讨厌我哥哥了
既然我是负担那当初做不到的就不要答应我
每一次都是这样, every single time
你只为你自己着想 你只会怪我骂我
自私的人类
可以想下我吗


有些不开心的说
为什么最近那么多不顺利的事?而且很多都是有了希望然后要夺走的


sc, 我已经没有心情post花样了


Rascal Flatts-What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do