hides my true shape like Dorian Gray

蒲公英的约定 周杰伦

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定
那样清晰打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

与你聊不完的曾经 而我已经分不清 你是友情还是错过的爱情

三人游 方大同

有些话你选择不对他说
你说某种脆弱 我才感同身受
我永远都愿意当个听众 安慰你的痛
保护着你从始至终
就算你的爱 属于他了
就算你的手 他还牵着
就算你累了 我会在这
一人盯 两人疚 三人游
悄悄的 远远的 或许舍不得
默默地 静静地 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了
有些话我选择保持沉默
别把实话说破 隐藏我的寂寞
你的情绪依然把我牵动
躲在你心中 角落的心事我们懂
不知道 不知道 不知道
为什么 为什么 我的爱
我的爱 还留不住你的离开
却总在等待着你回来
说不定 这也是一种 得不到的 却美好的
至少我们中还有人能快乐 这样就已经够了





How to tell a fake smile from a real one? A real smile is genuine and sincere with happiness and joy, it is automatic and not thought about. A fake smile is just being polite rather than a true expression of a sincere joy and happiness, like flights attendants and pilots as they greet and welcome their passengers.

the idea of googling abt this just came out of nowhere =)

it's crazy but it's true

These things happen to me because I am Koo May Yi





I've tried to hide it so that no one knows, but I dunno if it shows when you look into my eyes

I don't care as long as you're written in my history

Ain't nothing but a heartache, ain't nothing but a mistake

If I could right the wrongs

Wish you'd come and set me free so that I can see all the things I've left behind

I'm saying goodbye to you. Bye, Love


If I wasn't such a fool right now I'd be holding you
crap. I just wanna be random at this moment. I wanna face this alone.


I've spent 2 hours searching for Backstreet Boys' songs in YouTube and googling lyrics. oh I used to love Nick Carter. I've found out the random lyrics that has been in my head for 2 weeks.

a nerd would say exam is cool but i say exam makes me starve because i only eat 1 meal in school

i dont need to get up in the middle of the night getting all panicky because a. i haven't finished studying, i still have a whole chapter of bio b. wth my bus is arriving in 5 minutes and i dont have time to wash my hair

it wasn't like the last semester. i did pass yearS paper and hide my shyness to ask my genius friends everything abt maths which is basically every questions. they must be thinking god i dont wanna talk abt maths with her. and it makes me really nervous whenever yee loong shakes his head and says haizzzzzzzzz or when zhen pan says 神保佑你吧 or when i say harrrr? to hang sheng when he explains abt trigo.

we sort of formed a study group. i never tried to study in a big group before, this is my first time, with siew ching, wan yeen, wai sum, yee loong, zhen pan, hang sheng n soon ching. we studied together during the 2 days before exam, we ate lunch in uma and went to hang sheng's condo. i felt different, most of them were very hardworking, and i got affected too. somehow i just feel like something is missing, though we laughed a lot.

all i did after my last paper was gave a weak smile and gave teohuixin a 10 and the first thing that came into my mind was carol's pendrive =)

later on we went to sunway Red Box. i sang my lungs out when it came to Pink's So What, even when everyone stopped singing, including Victoria.

the most humiliating part was when luan mao couldn't stop laughing whenever i started singing because his hsin can sing so well and my singing was totally "stunning" (hsin, told ya xD) haha so he just laughed his ass off even a single key went wrong though it wasn’t just a single key

I came home with a sore throat, and it upgraded to fever the following morning and high fever the next day =( and i couldn't make it to sam's sweet 16, a big apology, sam =(

Because I don't blog for other people. Because I don't give a damn about your life