If I were a boy, I swear I'd be a better man

i love it when......6 of us shared a Roti Tissue for breakfast ♥

i love it when......yan invented the name "杰里米 LIT" ♥

i love it when......3 of us teased jojo with the word 杰里米LIT ♥

i love it when......8 of us squeezed in a toyota to DBKL ♥

i love it when......i was enjoying myself in DBKL ♥

i typed something i wanted to say and this youarenotimportantanymore thought came across my mind and i erased everything =/

First thing first, nege hagosipeunmal

oh..Hey, dusty blog

nth much to say, but err..there's still sth to say

i needa express my admiration for this "special someone"

i can feel an explosion in my heart and the acceleration of my heart beats is telling me that i'm going crazy over this "special someone"

there's only one song in my current winamp playlist, which is Let Me Be The One, one of their new songs from their latest album, Destination, and i've heard it a hundred times and it still has the same affect on me as the first time.

so erm..at first i thought he was "quite handsome only", after realizing he was actually "really handsome", and now i am totally crazy over him

Kim Hyung Jun, a Korean pop singer, dancer, rapper, DJ and a member of SS501

:D

he's only 23!!!!

Lim Siew Ching, u may think that i am insane, because i also think i am xD

if you know what I mean

I'd Lie --

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs

And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long
And he sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishin' he was mine

I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie

He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you

He'd never tell you
But he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you
His favorite color's green
And he loves to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...
if you ask me if I love him...
I'd lie

Teardrops on my guitar --

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

well, that's exactly how I feel

I just love how her songs can relate to everything that a normal teen experiences (:

Things always don't turn out that way

Non-Academic Things I've Learned in School Today

1. Some humans are irresponsible.

When problems arise they just disappear then reappear and pretend to ask you if everything is alright. wtf. Or worse, they don't even care, they get what they want and now I'm the bad guy.

2. I get really sad when my soul mate is really sad.

Yeah, I do. Err not trying to make her feel guilty, but is this one of those soulmatething? I don't do like what other people do, when I get the feeling that she needs to be alone, I leave her alone.

3. I'm a good listener but not really a good adviser.

=/

4. I'm a magnet for misunderstandings.

Every time when I was misunderstood I keep quiet and that led to angers and more misunderstandings but I don't care.

goodbye :)

我.

不甘愿 不忍心 不想要

because

you.

have no idea AT ALL!

no, am not frustrated. Wanna spill everything out to u, but that will be really weird. What happened last year was a lesson to me, an experience from a good friend of mine made me chicken out.

you gave me excitements, lessons and tears, in a way u never knew.

THANK YOU! am gonna leave my own life now (: without you? yeah, am trying

nonono it was not fine

Guilt, guilts and more guilts.

I pretend that the guilt vanishes but it actually just hides in the dark corner of my heart. I can't breathe, I need air, I need a break. It's only the beginning of March but I already feel like dying. I tried, I tried not to make the same mistake, it still happened eventually. I couldn't prove my trustworthiness.

Point the finger here, guilty is charged.

a schoolgirl churshed on forbidden fruit

these are going to end soon, as they were not even supposed to happen.

This is wrong but
I can't help but feel like
There ain't nothing more right babe
Misty morning comes again and I can't
Help but wish I could see your face

And I knew from the first note played I'd be breaking all my rules to see you
You smile that beautiful smile
And all the girls in the front row scream your name

So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I can't take my eyes off of you
I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Who's desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall
Superstar

Good morning

Loneliness comes around when I'm not dreaming about you
When my world wakes up today you'll be in another town
And I knew when I saw your face I'd be
Counting down the ways to see you
And you smile that beautiful smile
And all the girls in the front row scream your name

So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I can't take my eyes off of you
I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Who's desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall
Superstar

You played in bars, you play guitar
And I'm invisible and everyone knows who you are
And you'll never see, you sing me to sleep
Every night from the radio

So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I can't take my eyes off of you
I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Who's desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall
Superstar
Sweet, sweet superstar
Superstar

Taylor Swift's new single -- Superstar. Go youtube it :)

i never knew until i was there

watched our travelling photos in an aunt's house

flashbacks to where we were. memories of a great trip. touching stories behind the photos. recalled our funny nicknames. things we've never done in malaysia. relaxing boat rafting session. misty weather, cold and fine drisk. beautiful UNESCO ancient town, with clean and clear drain water (ps there were fishes in the drains, FISHES-DRAINS) . colorful padding jackets. my favorite green scarf. delicious food, western and chinese. friendly and sociable tour guide.

we really had a wonderful time.

for 2010, i'm not involve in any of their travelling plans. i really enjoy travelling, though they always say i'm too young to travel.

study hard, and my next destination will be us or uk, with a dslr camera, and sharon's scarf hanging around my neck. spm, i'm gonna knock u down