nonono it was not fine

Guilt, guilts and more guilts.

I pretend that the guilt vanishes but it actually just hides in the dark corner of my heart. I can't breathe, I need air, I need a break. It's only the beginning of March but I already feel like dying. I tried, I tried not to make the same mistake, it still happened eventually. I couldn't prove my trustworthiness.

Point the finger here, guilty is charged.

a schoolgirl churshed on forbidden fruit

these are going to end soon, as they were not even supposed to happen.

This is wrong but
I can't help but feel like
There ain't nothing more right babe
Misty morning comes again and I can't
Help but wish I could see your face

And I knew from the first note played I'd be breaking all my rules to see you
You smile that beautiful smile
And all the girls in the front row scream your name

So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I can't take my eyes off of you
I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Who's desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall
Superstar

Good morning

Loneliness comes around when I'm not dreaming about you
When my world wakes up today you'll be in another town
And I knew when I saw your face I'd be
Counting down the ways to see you
And you smile that beautiful smile
And all the girls in the front row scream your name

So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I can't take my eyes off of you
I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Who's desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall
Superstar

You played in bars, you play guitar
And I'm invisible and everyone knows who you are
And you'll never see, you sing me to sleep
Every night from the radio

So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I can't take my eyes off of you
I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Who's desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall
Superstar
Sweet, sweet superstar
Superstar

Taylor Swift's new single -- Superstar. Go youtube it :)

i never knew until i was there

watched our travelling photos in an aunt's house

flashbacks to where we were. memories of a great trip. touching stories behind the photos. recalled our funny nicknames. things we've never done in malaysia. relaxing boat rafting session. misty weather, cold and fine drisk. beautiful UNESCO ancient town, with clean and clear drain water (ps there were fishes in the drains, FISHES-DRAINS) . colorful padding jackets. my favorite green scarf. delicious food, western and chinese. friendly and sociable tour guide.

we really had a wonderful time.

for 2010, i'm not involve in any of their travelling plans. i really enjoy travelling, though they always say i'm too young to travel.

study hard, and my next destination will be us or uk, with a dslr camera, and sharon's scarf hanging around my neck. spm, i'm gonna knock u down

when you are thinking of someone every second

bored (bɔrd)

blasé, disinterested , dull, fatigued, inattentive, sick and tired, spiritless, tired, turned off

definition of bored:

when you wake up in the afternoon and have brunch and stick your buttock to the chair in front of your computer and wander around the internet and begin to visit sites like facebook, blogger and youtube. Or when you click onto Computer-Local Disk (B)-Torrent Downloads and start browsing through movies and dramas that you've never watched

for the whole day!!!

30/11/2009 [13.24]

Me: SC, are you at home now?

SC: yeah..why?

Me: I'm on the way to your house now. I will arrive in like, 5 minutes

lol. this is cool. I sound cool xD

Hwang Tae Kyung-Kang Gun Woo-Jang Geun Suk 장근석

i'm really crazy over him, like crazzzzzzzzzzy. I shall continue to stalk him in YouTube (:

THIEVES ARE BRAINLESS

some bloody idiots broke into my house and stole loads of our precious belongings

brainless thieves. i dont expect them to be taught to think with their brains because if they were, they wouldn't steal people's belongings

they stole loads of priceless jewelleries. Most of them are given by my grandmothers and grandfathers, priceless and meaningful. And grandma's old notes before she passed away, very meaningful to dad. Passports, IC, birth certificates, important documents are all gone. wtf

I AM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED NOW