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Saturday, July 18, 2009

太累太乱太害怕

前天失眠.我的心跳得非常超级快
昨天也失眠.自永聪后你是第一个我感觉到心跳的
听了4个小时的歌.或许我只能站在你后面
总结, 还是觉得周杰伦的歌比较好听.可是我贪心
我永远只能站在你后面吗?
今天上课很心不在焉.又想太多了
想了很多东西
想了很多逃避的方法.从她口中才得知
最后做了决定就跟隔壁小姐讲.实在太痛苦了
我决定不读高三了.太害怕现实
可是很迷惘.爱情不是所有人都玩得起的游戏

回家时想着要不要放弃
然后mp3就转到林峰的爱不疚.是注定的吗?
放手放开所有
恩...连林峰都叫我放弃啊..haha

越来越讨厌我哥哥了
既然我是负担那当初做不到的就不要答应我
每一次都是这样, every single time
你只为你自己着想你只会怪我骂我
自私的人类
可以想下我吗

有些不开心的说
为什么最近那么多不顺利的事?而且很多都是有了希望然后要夺走的

sc, 我已经没有心情post花样了

Rascal Flatts-What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do

Monday, July 13, 2009

世界没有公平

有的人可以什么都不用做就等饭吃
有的人自以为会赚钱养家会给零用钱就很了不起
有的人很会推卸责任
有的人可以什么事都赖别人
有的人从不承认自己的错
有的人从不看别人的另一面
有的人只从自己的角度想
有的人没有鼓励过别人
有的人只会点人家做事
有的人一直为自己找借口

有的人一直背黑锅
有的人安守本份也会被骂
有的人是受害者也不被同情
有的人做完所有事情连一句谢谢也不值得
有的人每天都需要看着很多人的脸色做人
有的人只会是被点做事的而从来没有人帮过他
有的人每次一接到电话就是很不客气的语气
有的人无论做得再好人家都觉得不够
有的人可以忍声吞气笑而带过
有的人做也错不做也错

你和她和她和她?

Sunday, June 28, 2009

you're not alone

my new idol -- Michael Jackson

i might not be a loyal fans (lol!) but i totally adore him. An official apology for not paying attention to his news all along, cause I didn't know he was THAT talented and he could dance that well and not forgetting, his moonwalk was incrdible! I don't understand why he was that famous and why he was in newspapers and magazines, until yesterday, after watching one of his DANGEROUS concerts, i totally understand now. His concert was never like a concert, more like a stage show or a movie. All of these weird ideas and funny costumes, but it was cool, nobody in this world could beat him, nobody could think of planning a concert like that. Saw those people shouting like hell even when he was just STANDING! And people cried, even in the beginning of the concert, full of emotions, and some of them fainted. He created a new form of music, POP. That's why he is famous, he is a genius! i couldn't describe how i feel about him in words right now, he was just like a gift from God.

and lastly, he didn't molest them!! haha

REST IN PEACE, MICHAEL JACKSON

your music will never die

vic says...

你很伟大是吗

hhaah

hmm...想了想..没有很伟大啦..我退出..到必要的时候我成全他们 =D

i'm starting my new life tomorrow =D

cheerish

Friday, June 26, 2009

save me I feel like I'm going crazy

Micheal Jackson
-the legend
really got a shock when i heard this news this morning. Micheal Jackson man!! Who on earth doesn't know him. He was so talented, he had the best achievement in music academy, still the best seller until now. I think his albums would be hotter by now, like freshly baked pies. He could dance like a rubber, like all his bones and joints were gone, he makes me wanna dance along. lol! His news is on CNN the whole night, my parents couldn't stop watching.

so...this is the world..unpredictable things happen. We don't know what's happening tomorrow

sigh. wtf
taking back our report cards tomorrow. I can't imagine how mad my parents would be. Perhaps from now on I wouldn't be online anymore, no more tvb dramas and gossip girl, no more updated blogs, no more msn, no more gossip sites and bitching time, no more songs and youtube, NO MORE KEVJUMBA!!!! =(

carol says...
放弃等于保护自己..我爱我自己..放手放开所有..只是时间的长短..我要暂停对你的一切..我吃醋!!我在意!!不敢奢望太多

保佑我啊!! God bless me!!!

Friday, June 12, 2009

11/6

hohoho
昨天很大胆地跟carol两个人幽会
haha
很难约的两个人终于约到了

第一次幽会她就迟到了
罚她一杯McFlurry

一开始逛街时是有点奇怪的
毕竟是第一次两个人出
需要时间适应
haha

然后进到 MNG ZARA TOPSHOP
都不给两个人进同一间更衣室
还是冒了很大的险进同一间
结果最后很鱼

过后去的店就不管了
结果在里面太久了
听到店员讲 "lamanya"
臭马来人
得空没事做笑到酱大声
特地拿多多衣给他们多一点工做